MY JOURNEY HOME
The past 3 years I’ve been on an amazing spiritual journey. Rediscovering who I am, fine-tuning my purpose, healing my trauma, surrendering, learning how to love myself and others unconditionally, letting go of anyone and anything that wasn't serving my greater good, forgiving myself and others and more importantly reconnecting to my source. I’ve had a rebirth...a complete transformation from the inside out. Thinking back on all the work I’ve done to become self-possessed (which at times was hard and ugly but oh so necessary and worth it!) I’m so proud of the inner work I had to do in order to get to the other side, where freedom and peace of mind awaited me.
With this new discovery of self - a spiritual journey of radical self-healing, self-acceptance self-awareness, and more importantly self-love, I realized I was ready to go deeper. My birth name “Crystal” is reflective of my healing gifts and my purpose. I wanted to learn the framework necessary to become an Energy Healer and use my own healing energy and crystals to serve others in their own healing journeys. In January, I completed an Integrative Energy Healing & Breathwork Training with my Healer/Teacher Millana Snow @MillanaSnow. Millana has played an essential role in my own healing journey. Through energy healing and breathwork she has helped me break generational curses and programming, open energy blocks, align my chakras, raise my vibration, and connect with my authentic self. This work has been so transformative that I felt called to do the training so that I could help others heal themselves.
On the first day of the training, Millana told us she had a surprise for us. She said "The surprise is you didn't come to learn how to heal others, you came to heal yourself." Although I felt like I'd done a ton of self work, I realized the work is never really done. There is always more to unpack and healing is a process. We experienced four intense days of receiving energy healing and boy was it ugly. My biggest breakthrough came during a session when I realized for most of my life because of the childhood trauma I experienced, I literally left my body. It did not feel safe to be me. It was in this container I was able to cultivate a new safe home. I finally came HOME to myself.
I also met a community of amazing healers who are on a similar journey. The amount of love and compassion we held for each other, I know we will be connected for life. I learned more extensively about the chakra system and energy field and how to heal and rebalance, how to facilitate breathwork and meditation and integrate my intuition and practical knowledge into my own style of energy healing by using my crystals and essential oils.
I am born for this and I am ready to share my gifts with the world.
"A healer does not heal you.
is someone who holds space
for you while you awaken
your inner healer,
so that you may heal yourself."
- Maryam Hasnaa
With love and gratitude,